nk jugak twit..twit..

ni jaa..gambar lama yg aku ade..terselit dicelah desktop pc opis ni..ni pn dulu aku upload dr email bf..hahaha..girls dlm gambar tu kebanyakkannye sume dh kawin ork..(mcm Ir Rosli la plk..huhuhu)..time ni cdah nmpk sweet je..tu ben terpikat..ehhehe..lecturer tu plk..skrg mn ade pkai bj kecik mcm tshirt hijau tu lg..skrg dh matured woo..ahhaha..

nama saya SABARiah..

ni n3 yg kedua sy utk arini..di tulis utk mengurangkan sedikit tekanan perasaan di kepala..sy tau sy tgh stress sbb bahu dan tengkuk sy sgt sakit skrg ni..ilmu ni pn sy dpt hasil dr kursus stress management yg sy hadiri di tempat kerja sy tidak lm dulu..

sy tau sy stress tp sy cuba utk melupakan dan mengabaikan stress sy..sy memandang stress sy sbg 1 bnda yg positif..sy tidak mahu memberi implikasi terhadap si dia..dan hasilnya..ye wpun sy stress tp sy boleh tersenyum sentiasa..berbeza dgn dulu stress membuatkan sy menjadi semakin murung dan membisu..

kerja..kehidupan..betul2 ujian besar bg sy..walau bagaimanapun sy gembira dan bersyukur kpd Allah krn masih memberikan kewarasan akal dan mengurniakan sepenuh kesabaran kpd sy..
tapi sy juga manusia biasa yg kadangkala xboleh membendung kemarahan yg meresap di jiwa..yg sedihnya..marah sy xkemana..marah dan geram sy terhadap seseorg x lm..

sy sgt tertekan dgn task baru sy ni..sy hampir meninggikan suara terhadap bos sbntr td..tp spt yg sy katakn td..sifat sabar sy mungkin sgt tinggi..dan sy cuma mengeraskan nada percakapan sy sj..Alhamdulillah sy masih boleh mengawal emosi..atau..perlukah sy mengubah cara sy ni..???

DOH..NGANG..NGOK!

i still remember when i was young..(aik..dh tua ke skang ni??) around 7 or 8 years old..i always playing rounders in the evening with my childhood friends..at that time my friends not just 7 or 8 years old, the oldest is 12 years old..
the best part was when our 'bdk2 kecik' team won but the worse was when i 'terlps utk tangkap bola' n then i'll 'dikutuk2..dimaki2..diejek2' by 'bdk2 bsr' team..(very the rojak la this english..=))..

"BODOH LA KO NI..!HAHAHHA.."
"BANGANGNYA..KAHKAHAKAH.."
"BONGOK BETUL!..TU PUN XDPT TANGKAP.."..(eh..bongok pn ade rupenya..hahah)

even i was 'dikutuk2..dimaki2..diejek2'..i still play da game..i still continue with da game..but deep inside my heart...i was really hurt..really pain..i can't accept that type of 'maki' bcoz my parents never says such a that word..!..n i can't accept that type of 'maki' bcoz i never..never 'maki' org like that..

and until now after 20 years.. i still can't accept who ever 'maki' me like that!!!..n i'll be more hurt if it comes from da one that i close..da one dat i luv..like my parents..brothers..close friends..
argh yus..maybe u're too emotional..ngengada..or whatever..just forget it..n live your life!!!..=)